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i feel like offred
Saturday, December 15, 2007

hey people,
this year i'm going to hand make my christmas cards and i have it all planned out in my head.
yes! i can't wait.. hahaha i think it will look quite cute leh (show off show off)
hahahahahaha so i'm currently feeling very high.
oh need to go buy materials though. which means i need $$$. something which i am sorely lacking in. ):

i'm having trouble reading great gatsby.
is he british?! i bet he is cause he sounds boring man! haha but ok all lit books start out like that, so i should reserve judgement (oh yeah, thats another thing i re-learned at the innotrek camp. haha to reserve judgements. yup.. shall talk more abt it later)

anyways, so may the heavens collapse on me but no matter what i need to go out tml to buy my shit for christmas. present the bbq also yah. yah. ok. ya.
ohhhhh i'm meeting winnie betty and matong on wednesday we're going farm visiting!
yayyyyyyy dog farm fish farm frog farm any farm! then then i can finally gossip abt my neighbour! HAHA.

yes speaking of reserving all judgements, i guess i learnt it the hard way, and that is through my own mistake. or rather i learnt it through seeing how the trainers gives me chances altho i was such a loser (hahah i can't stop repeating the fact that i was being a loser during camp.. because i was. ARGH liting was a loser. nooooooooo), seeing how they choose to hold no opinions on me, or hold them but keep them to themselves :X, and treat me like i wasn't a big fat ass. yup. i guess i'm really thankful. haha..
on my way home, i was thinking, this is make or break, liting. make or break.

i feel like eating moist, rummy, alcohol-filled cake.

i feel like there's this little monster in me going *bang bang bang* 'hey you get a life'
i wish i went to the chalet with my mum,
at least it'll be a change of scenes.

matong! when are we gna fulfill our crazy plan!!!!
ok maybe after i start making money.
anyway rmb what i told you abt the people who hits on everyone. haha i got new news for you!
arghh i'm so excited i need to tell lehssssss. hahaha..

anw i wanna watch Lord Of The Flies
i read it when i was all too young to understand what it was all about (tiny age of 10), what cannibalism is, and what the book actually means.
its on now!! argh but cheapest tick is 38 and hello 38 is half of what i have to spent till i start working. no cannot liting cannot! yes cannot. ok.

i guess i shall go back to my naruto.
bye!

4:32 PM